2025 was so uncomfortable!
With three weeks remaining in 2025 - along with baking turkeys and writing holiday cards (or avoiding these things!) - you’re probably reflecting on the year that’s about to end. I am.
Not a lot happened for me this year - outwardly.
In 2024, I facilitated lots of women’s retreats, private retreats and sessions. I made reels on Instagram and sent this newsletter every week. Then I stopped.
Not completely, but I slowed down a lot. I went silent on social media. No new offerings.
Even though it was uncomfortable at times and I got impatient - I’m ok with it now. Grateful, actually. Because we do have cycles of death, growth, rebirth. And when we’re going through one of these big transformations, we need to pause and give it space.
This is one of Holy Mother’s teachings. Sometimes what’s needed is to come deep into stillness so we can complete a cycle before we get to the next chapter. If we master this, we can die gracefully.
In a world that tells us we should be productive all the time - it’s not easy to give the part who’s dying enough time and space to feel complete.
In a society that teaches us to beat up on ourselves, it’s not easy to love who we were.
Stop judging the current or past version of yourself as wrong. Who you have been is just as perfect and worthy of love as the next version of you.
My theme for 2025 was Inner Authority. I now realize what I wanted was to step into the next version of me - closer to my divine self - the woman I was created to be.
My process involved deep layers of all the healing: finding peace with my parents, loving my inner child, ancestral connection, and truly claiming the power of my womb.
But most important was discovering the missing piece: doing it with the Eternal Source of all Living Creation.
We’ve been taught to question the existence of God. We’ve been cut off from our true source of power.
So many women feel the pain of being severed from ourselves - our divine selves. That feeling that there’s more you can be. More you can offer. That there’s something unseen between you and the fullness of who you are.
Like a snake trying to shed its skin. The skin is too tight. But you can’t see it and you don’t know how to get it off. It’s so uncomfortable!
The solution is to embody your inner authority and sovereignty. You do it through your womb - your connection to Holy Mother. And you do it by knowing that your authority, your truth and your destiny come from something so much greater: God / Source / Creator.
Everything I lived through in 2025 is how I get to serve in 2026. Which is very exciting for me - and hopefully for you too. I’m almost done shedding my skin. Breaking out of the cocoon. I’m so happy and grateful to get to help other women fly even higher.
Wishing you a beautiful holiday season!